**bad day**

30 March 2009.
i got hydraulic 2nd test at PSZ, utm..
it supposed to start at 8.30pm. but my lecturer start it 15minutes earlier..
we (florence, hannah, durrah, dynia, and I) reached at PSZ at 8.20pm which we are late for about 10mins.
i asked puan, "bukan ke kita patut start at 8.30pm..?"
puan said, "yes, i give u guys extra 10mins.."
we supposed to submit the test paper at 9.20pm.
but then, puan extend the time til 9.30pm to all students. so i thought that we still have another 10mins extra to submit the paper..
hannah and durrah have submitted their paper at 9.30pm.
people, do u tink it's fair for us if we submit the paper at 9.30pm sedangkan we have another 1ques yang belum sempat buat apa2...??
puan wait for us kat bawah, so, we'r so damn rushing like hell to submit the papers.
at last.. puan DON'T ACCEPT it.....
die langsung xnak pegang our papers..
we begged her. but still,,, xnak terima jugak.
petir pun die wat bodow jugak... still xnak terima...
xtahu dah nak watpe...
lg 1 hal, call adam.. thought i can release my tension..
tapiiiii....jadi gaduh. again... still blamed me for no reason.

adam adam adam.....
what am i meant to u.....???
sedeyhnyaaaaaaaaa..... =,,(
.... sob..sob..sob.. ~

*on my day*

at 12am...
i had celebrated my birthday at jln. klang lama which is dikelilingi dgn lumpur, lecak, and debu...
a bit disappointed, and a bit rase bersalah to all my friends -taty,dnia & sha..
dey said that dey wanna celeb my bday at a place where we "shishing"..
unluckily, adam's friends "mengada-ngada" wanna go to danau kota.
rasa mcm ape agaknyaa keluar without planning anytin...?
rase bersalah kat taty and sha becoz dey have to wait for me for about 3hours at the arab's..
again, rasa bersalah kat taty bcoz taty stay at arab's for 5hours. hehhee...
rasa bersalah yg amat sgt kat my bitches sbb...

• kurang dilayan
• spoiled d day
• hanging out for notin'
• make them feel not enjoy.
• etc.

babes, apepon thanks a lot for celebrating my birthday...
spent d whole nite and day with me,
d cakes,
d candles,
d videos,
d pictures,
and the "surprise"...
thanks to **taty, dynia, and sha...**
LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH.....

to my dear adam.. thanks for spending d nite with me...
thnks for d good treat..d kisses..

if i reach for your hand,
will you HOLD it?
if i hold out my arms,
will you HUG me?
if i go for your lips,
will you KISS me?
if i capture your heart,
will you LOVE me?
...

U're d one that I adore,
D only one my life was put here for,
Though people try to poison me with lies,
I see d truth when I look in ur eyes,
U're d one that I wanna grow old with,
D only one I want by my side,
And u're the one that I know we can grow something with,
That is why I gotta say that,
I don't wanna fall in love unless I'm loving u,
And now it seems to me that d angels above,
Had created u for me to love,
And d way I feel it can't be denied,
Coz u know it's true when u look in my eyes,
and i know it when i look damn straight into urs,
I'm d one that you wanna grow old with,
D only one who's really gonna stick by ur side,
And I'm d one that u know we can hv ur babies with,
That is why u gotta say that,
U don't wanna fall in love unless u're loving me..